come to think of it, i'm not really happy with my life. my indulgence in dramas help me feel like i'm brought into another world. and by the way, i don't understand why japanese dramas haven't been played in singapore when it's really nice (: i think it's nicer than the korean ones actually. i don't know why but i often feel really lousy about myself. i try to convince myself that everyone is different and has different abilities blah blah but somehow i still feel lousy. i admire people who know what they want, those who are goal-driven. unfortunately, i'm not.

during the holidays i've been living in my own world. it feels good. just being by yourself doing your own things. even if it means stoning one day away, it still feels nice. maybe i've finally realised that i'm like a homely person. haha. so that's maybe why i always seem like i've disappeared and all.

love you like a sister;
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